Saturday, March 7, 2009

What do I do?

This question was troubling him for a while now. He'd known her for around two years now. They meet up on weekends and sometimes on weekdays. They spend a significant amount of time talking to each other on a telephone when they don't meet up. Everything was perfect, but he wasn't happy. He wanted more out of life. Every single day, he looks at her and feels terrible, knowing she can only be his friend.

"I just cannot take it anymore", he said to himself. If she turns him down, he would never see her again, and the weekend outings would end. "That would be a disaster", he thought. "What if she says yes?". The world would be a much better place to live, but the chances of that happening are quite low.

"Anything is better than this" he thought. Living like this is worse than the pain of a thousand failed simulations.

"I think she will accept. After all, I'm the best friend she has. Who else will she say yes to ???????? No I would rather not know the answer to that question"

Then he turned around and looked at his computer screen. His simulation had failed.. He sat down to debug it and forgot all about her...

The END

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